Fighting Emotions

Sometimes I wonder if human emotions is God’s little joke on us….It’s crazy how such good feelings at times can cause so much pain.  It’s really annoying that your emotions can be flying high one day, happy and sunny; and then the next come tumbling down on you.  I hate that some emotions are so easily influenced.  Granted the “good” feelings like love, joy, and happiness are wonderful to experience, but sometimes they have to battle with things like hate, sadness, jealousy, and worry.

Why are we stuck with these uncontrollable emotions?  We can generally control our reaction to the emotion but not the feeling itself, we’re just stuck with how we feel…. Sometimes you really wish that you didn’t feel certain things because it would make you feel better At that moment, sometimes it would make you feel better in general not to feel certain things.  Sometimes you really wish you felt something, but simply don’t. 

What is really annoying is when you can’t hide feelings that you don’t want others to see….even if you are stuck with the emotions that you naturally feel, sometimes you just wish that you can at least cover them up, but when you can’t even get the control over them to hide them from people that you don’t know or people that you don’t want to see them, then you might end up feeling defeated by yourself.  How disheartening to have yourself, what’s naturally inside of you, working against you, or at least making you feel like it’s working against you in certain situations. 

But sometimes feelings lie….leading to a roller coaster of irrational thoughts, or stress that is completely unwarranted…..What do you believe your logic or your emotions…???


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