Shining Thru

Walking down the cool midnight path, Looking into the inky darkness that is brightened by the mood and stars, Until the clouds slowly move in ad block the light…Keep walking in the blueish blackness of the blank night, wondering what lays ahead.  Walking confidently as you know the way, you keep your head up and and pace moving like you can see where you’re going.  Quick glimpses from the moon peaking out from behind the clouds give you quiet assurances that you haven’t lost your way.  Walking, you know the distance isn’t far.  Walking, you know you will get there in the end.  Walking in the night there is a peacefulness that falls on your heart and mind as there is nothing to distracting you in the blanket of darkness that surrounds you.  Walking in the comfort of midnight you pass one thing after another, alone on the path you know you can’t be disturbed, knowing the path and knowing the destination gives you a peace that evaded you during the day.  In the day you can see what is around you and get distracted from your path.  The Midnight path gives you a clarity that you can only find in the darkness.

I love you like the sunrise on a cool crisp morning

Brisk, sudden, and joyful as the dew hitting bare feet running across the morning lawn

Like the sunrise you bring a smile to my face, no matter previous feelings

No matter what the problem you always make me happy

Just seeing your face lightens my day

I feel the rays of our love shine through me

I can feel my face glow and eyes shine when I hear you come through the door

Your love is powerful and enduring just like the sunrise.

Every feel like you’re stuck in the mud of life?  Like the invisible force is just gripping onto your wheels and they just keep spinning.  That’s a lot of effort not to see any progress forward, you can go and go for awhile, keeping hope alive that you’ll be able to get out, but sooner or later it will be apparent that this …is NOT working.  But then what?  This was the only idea you had….If you would have had a better plan, you would have tried that first…..so what happens when your plan for life gets turned around and upside down, what happens when you’re barely hanging on, and that’s just because there isn’t another option that makes any sense…no safety net to fall into, no one to run to, you’re just there on the trail that you thought was leading to your future, but is now leading no where.  You think and think about it, but only the same arguments chase each other through your mind, no solutions.  So what do you do?  Get out of the car and start walking, starting over from scratch and just hope that the next path you cross will have a better car and an easier trail, or do you go backwards, try and figure out where things went wrong, or do you struggle on the same path you’re on, but on foot, since your mode of transportation is obviously not moving?  Big decisions that have a ripple effect, into the most minute parts of your life, you wont even realize that the change will spread that far, until it does….maybe for the better, maybe for the worse.  Do you take the chance, or go on spinning your wheels?