Shining Thru

Floating above

Separating from the rest

Push away the feelings and pain

Push away the chance of happy change

Look away because it could bite back

Look away because it might not be a true gift

But you can’t help but look towards the light

The future that you long for

The love that you’ve dreamed of

The love that makes you float in happiness,

instead of floating in loneliness.

You don’t want to be brought back to earth

You don’t want to leave the happy love

You want to stay on the cloud that is safe.

The loving arms around you,

The body heat next to you,

The love that lights your soul

Makes you float….

The Thoughts become a sea of colors

Swimming confusion inside my head,

I tilt and adjust, but everything stays a blur,

A haze that wont reveal the other side.

What’s to come?

The unknown is the fear, the unseen

The not understanding is the pain,

The ache that wont go away.

But the confusion is life.

Life without pain would be a life without growth

Life without growth would be empty

Emptiness leads to loneliness

And no one wants to be alone.