Shining Thru » Passion

Alone again….

cnj222 — Thu, 28 Jul 2011 15:49:11 +0000

She saw him coming across the room, slipping up behind her, she felt his gentle touch

Looking down at her glass on the bar, she shivered as she felt the hand run down her back

Feeling something that she hadn’t felt in so long…but still a little uncertain

Wanting so much to fulfill the hole deep within, she looked up and smiled as he whispered in her ear

She accepts his guidance and gets up to leave, he puts the money on the bar

They walk out into the clean, open night air on the street, she feels the squeeze of what she hopes is a protective arm

She walks out wondering if this is better than alone at the bar

Someone, anyone to fill night, she continues walking

Deep breath, he escorts her into a cab

He smiles a charming grin and nudget her when the driver asks, where to?

She hesitates and then gives her address

All the time wondering if this is a good idea but not wanting to spend another lonely night

She unlocks the door and invites him in

Turning on a few lights with little small talk and a tour of the house

With great ease he stops her in the bedroom, pulling her close

She shivers in his arms, how much she has craved an intimate and gentle touch these past few lonely months

She willingly accepts his soft caress and offered kisses

She eagerly allows the kiss to get deeper as he pulls her closer still

Sharing the moment of the night with moonlight flooding the now darkened room

Tossed onto the bed she watches him undress with a flare of excitement beating in her chest

Admiring his seemingly passionate love of the moment, they spend the night intimately entwined together

But when she wakes, he’s no where to be found

Was it all a dream, not so lucky, just another piece to a broken puzzle

She is again consumed by the emptiness

Hurt feelings and loneliness fills every ounce of her being

She can’t even think beyond wondering why she can’t be loved….Truly loved

Why did everyone use her and leave her?

Why did she always find herself alone?

The thought swirl through her mind as she prepares for another day alone.

Fit of Passion

cnj222 — Fri, 30 Jul 2010 01:09:12 +0000

Fit of Passion overwhelming your senses until you can’t move but wanting to push and bust open

The love of the person in front of you is stronger than any force you ever knew

The bed is made and now you hope to lie in it

Knowing you couldn’t want anything else in this moment of perfection

Feeling and grasping, Loving and struggling for breath

Only loving you, in this moment and the one before, and forever

Knowing that this is not an accident or a phase but something real

Something that I can no longer control or hide, something that has to be released to fulfill its potential

This passion and love will only continue to grow as we connect on more levels than just one

It’s not just physical it’s emotional and passionate

Something that is special between two people who are suppose to stay together

Dreams into Reality

cnj222 — Wed, 23 Jun 2010 22:51:07 +0000

I have hopes that this will be every day

Every night of being held, loving each other

Every day and night of bliss

Seeing, Touching, Loving

Being together

In the world of passion

Meeting reality and making the dream come true

Dreams held in the stars

The affection reflecting in your eyes

In your soft and gentle touch

Reaching for you and feeling your strength beside me

Knowing that we are a good pairing

This partnership will be a lasting impression

This alliance will make our hearts complete

The darkness closing in, no longer like a sadness,

But now covers like a soft blanket of certainty

Faithful dreams coming to reality with time

Patient Love holds fast to the precious time of joyful bliss

Love

cnj222 — Sun, 14 Feb 2010 14:11:56 +0000

Valentines Day reminds us of the love we have in our lives. There are so many different types of love in this world and a lot of people look for different things when they look for love. There are some people who are in love with all sorts of things, which I realized while watching the show Taboo the other day. There were two guys who were in love with their life sized dolls, which weird for me, makes perfect sense to them.

Personally I have different kinds of love with the different live people in my life. I love my siblings and parents and friends and boyfriend, and all of those kinds of love are different kinds….sow hat is love?

Can people love inanimate objects like cars and beds and dolls? Is attachment the same thing as love? You see little kids who wont let go of their blankets or teddy bears for anything, but is that because they love them or they just represent security to them?

What is love? Even the dictionary isn’t really sure, or at least acknowledges the fact that there are all different kinds of love and that at least in the English language we use the word for everything that we like a lot. Looking on dictionary.com I was amazed at all of the different definitions that are acknowledge in the dictionary for the word “love”. I thought it was just the way we use it in our culture, but actually, it seems to have worked it’s way into our dictionaries as well. Does a word lose its meaning when it has so many uses? I know it still means something to me when my boyfriend says that he loves me, but I think that’s because we don’t say it in every conversation. For a lot of people the words “I love you” have replaced “goodbye” when talking on the phone. I think that the word means something more when it’s not used all the time….but then what about all of the uses it has in the English language?

From Dictionary.com :

love

/lʌv/ Show Spelled Pronunciation

–noun

1.	a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3.	sexual passion or desire.

4.	a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

5.	(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?

6.	a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

7.	sexual intercourse; copulation.

8.	a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.

9.	affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one’s neighbor.

10.	strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.

11.	the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.

12.	the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.

13.	Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.

14.	a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

–verb (used with object)

15.	to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.

16.	to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).

17.	to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.

18.	to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight.

19.	to embrace and kiss (someone), as a lover.

20.	to have sexual intercourse with.

–verb (used without object)

21.	to have love or affection for another person; be in love.

—Verb phrase

22.	love up, to hug and cuddle: She loves him up every chance she gets.

Passionate Shadows

cnj222 — Wed, 03 Feb 2010 12:32:23 +0000

True Passion crouches in the shadows of desire

Knowing revelation can’t be possible

Darkness is the safety vest

Hidden away from the light of hypocrisy

Life ticks on by as you crawl against the wall

Hidden from existence, except in secret whispers

The most heart filling whispers that make your body quiver

The heated moments that live on in the dreams of the wearer

The closet tucked inside the hidden subject

The passion wells up inside the skin

It wont let go until it explodes….

Drifting off just before the light barrier.

Subtle Bursting Passion

cnj222 — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 22:48:32 +0000

The passion bursts forth

Not knowing where it built

Not knowing how it came to be

Only knowing that it’s amazing

That there could never be a love so strong as this one

Knowing that the love will last forever if we let it

Love sneaking up into a mounting passion

No longer able to contain what you didn’t even realize was there

Flying high on a cloud of loving hot passion

In a perfect world for that short time

No worries or concerns

Only love, passion, and desire

Only the act of two becoming one in a loving embrace

Soft and subtle, building and building

Love and Passion Explode into perfect peacefulness.

Precious Photos

cnj222 — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 10:46:02 +0000

Grabbing the Past

Snatching the moment

Not wanting to let it go

Not wanting time to move

Wanting to stay in the moment

The precious moments that make life happy

The precious moments that make you want to live

The moments that remind you of what beauty is.

We flip through the memories

The pages that have caught the glimpses

The pages that we want to live in

Because those pages have the happy moments

The love that you know

The love that you’ve seen grow

In those pages you can see,

The love and beauty that make life worth living.

Complete

cnj222 — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 18:13:26 +0000

How can the love of one person make you feel like a whole person? How can a simple feeling make your life feel like it has a purpose and a reason to keep going? I don’t know how to explain how much this feeling of what I believe to be true love has affected me, other than to say it has completed me, it has made me whole, and I am terrified of losing the other half…the other person is what makes this feeling so powerful and I’m so scared that I’m going to lose out in the end. I know I will continuing living and working….but I highly doubt that I could ever feel this kind of passion again. I think this is a once in a life time experience and I hope we are smart enough to hang on to it and not let it slip through out fingers.

Appreciate the Beauty

cnj222 — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 18:24:34 +0000

It’s easy to get caught up in the chaos and craziness of life; work, responsibilities; it’s easy to lose track of the things that really matter to you. Love, family, friends, the beauty in nature. Everyone treasures something different that they might get distracted from at one point or another. Maybe it’s someone’s acting career or music….it’s easy to get caught up in the To Do List and forget about the things that make you really passionate, that make you light up and enjoy life.

Some people only need someone they love to appreciate their life, some people need to see a beautiful sun set, or hear their favorite song….No matter what each of us considers beautiful, I think it’s important that we don’t get caught up in all of the “have to’s” of life and forget about the things that we want to have around us. It’s important to appreciate the beauty that surrounds us in life. I think that without beauty, life isn’t worth living. Nothing left to make you passionate, nothing to remind you of why you are alive.

Floating

cnj222 — Sun, 31 May 2009 18:28:32 +0000

Floating above

Separating from the rest

Push away the feelings and pain

Push away the chance of happy change

Look away because it could bite back

Look away because it might not be a true gift

But you can’t help but look towards the light

The future that you long for

The love that you’ve dreamed of

The love that makes you float in happiness,

instead of floating in loneliness.

You don’t want to be brought back to earth

You don’t want to leave the happy love

You want to stay on the cloud that is safe.

The loving arms around you,

The body heat next to you,

The love that lights your soul

Makes you float….